I am Diaper

• Published:January 4th, 2009
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The assistant said something about the model only being willing to work with her boyfriend. And later they came to work. Whilst laying open in the changing room, I heard them speaking about the day to day, just as any couple might speak. And then, just before starting, they gave each other alittle kiss and a hug. Something so insignificant and yet so full of meaning. I felt a cloud of lonelyness descend. For I am so alone. How I long for a hug or a kiss. How I long to be seen as the person I truely am beneath this plastic and fluff exterior. I look to God. Am I loved? But I never get an answer.