The sky was the deepest blue I’d ever seen. I can see for miles. Below me streets and roads dotted with tiny cars and people. Above the dark blue of space. I start to pray. Surely there must be a reason. The clouds gradually clear and can see my diapered body.
I sleep. I awake on a model. I sleep again. But now a strange smell awakes me. There is a wetness. And now more so as she moves. When I am removed I look up and see a large glowing pimple, now burst and smeared with yellow puss. Why can I not sleep?
I dreamt that God bought me a shiny new bicycle. He was proudly showing it to me. For some reason my eyes just couldn’t focus and the bike appeared unsharp. Like a camera whose auto-focus is fucked. It was red with 15 gears and a real leather seat. But then I realized that I was trying to see through my tears. For my Lord is both Good and Generous.
Lots of grunting and moaning. It is dark and hot in here. It smells of pussy. Suddenly my world is filled with light as I’m pulled aside and I see a ……cucumber?!? being inserted. I have nothing against vegetarians, but was expecting the meat course. So I’m rather pleasantly surprised. At least there’s only one type of liquid to deal with!
I can see the TV from here. The model is sitting with her legs up on the sofa. I am watching Celebrity Big Brother. I can hear her eating crisps. Bits fall onto me. The program is absolute shit. She farts and burps.
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Fading in and out of consciousness, I gradually realize that I am lying on a cold floor. Moving my head, I can just make out a bucket and mop propped up nearby. When they catch me looking at them, they refuse to meet my eye and look down sadly. I can see that the sides of my body are torn. Something must of happened, but I have no idea what. Flashes of light spill through from the next room. There is the slightest smell. The smell of piss. And something else, but I can’t quite place it. And then I see a pubic hair. What happened here?
The moving finger probes, and having probed,
Moves on: nor all thy cunt juice nor marks of shit,
Shall lure the diaper back to be worn again,
Nor all thy tears wash out the smell of it.
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Girl/girl today. The pretty hand reached down into me, so warm and smelling so fresh. I quite forgot myself. With the dim light that came through the tight opening, I could make out a couple of fingers thrusting in and out of a creamy cunt. Suddenly I’m ripped off and opened up. A really sweet face comes closer and closer. And then, without warning, she spits into the models cunt and proceeds to tongue it. Her wet chin rest on me. I can smell her perfume. How I miss the touch of another. But the spit and cunt juice sting my eyes. Will you snuggle with me?
I dreamt that my mother was singing me to sleep, as her gentle touch caressed me. I awoke in the dark. Somewhere I could here the drone of voices from a distant TV. After some time, it got switched off and someone closed a door. I am alone.
The Lord believes that I have a greater purpose. But still he makes me take the piss, shit and sperm of porn. In his delution he thinks that I’ll find some sort of salvation through my suffering. He is wrong.