Lay down my wretched, aching and broken body. My mother weeps over me. I see her concerned and sad face, grey through her silent tears. A warm breeze. They wrap me in fresh diapers. And then silence and darkness inside this damp cave. The next day, to everyone’s suprise, I awake and walk about. Soon my father will call me to his side.
Maybe my belief in God is misplaced. What has he done for me? Only telling me that my suffering has a porpose. But exactly “what” purpose, he cannot say. I mean, what’s the fucking point? Create me, make me suffer, and then keep me in the dark about why. Well, fuck you! I shall covert. Become a Jew, Muslim….any fucking thing but not follow you.
Dear Lord, forgive me. Sometimes my suffering is greater than I can bare. I love you.
Lots of grunting and moaning. It is dark and hot in here. It smells of pussy. Suddenly my world is filled with light as I’m pulled aside and I see a ……cucumber?!? being inserted. I have nothing against vegetarians, but was expecting the meat course. So I’m rather pleasantly surprised. At least there’s only one type of liquid to deal with!
The moving finger probes, and having probed,
Moves on: nor all thy cunt juice nor marks of shit,
Shall lure the diaper back to be worn again,
Nor all thy tears wash out the smell of it.
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We’re just two lost souls
Swimming in a fish bowl,
Year after year,
Running over the same old ground.
What have we found?
The same old fears.
Wish you were here.
Pink Flyod
Up, down, flash! Up, down, flash! I’m feeling dizzy. There is an airy heaviness and followed by a sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach. Flash! Someone is pushing me from behind. Flash! Peeking out I see that I’m being swung on a swing. In a children’s playground. Flash! though the day is hot and sunny, I see an old man in front with a long coat, and every time we go up, the little girls skirt rises, and he takes a picture. Jesus loves the children.

It is dark. I can here distant voices getting closer. They sound frantic. And they are speaking Japanese! There’s lots of movement and dust fills the air. Poeple are running this way and that. I’m lying face down. Then rolled over, I get a brief glimpse of a dark sky before a huge foot, poised above me, come crashing down. Crushed by Godzilla. What can it mean?
The soothing voice of my mother wafts over me. She tells of her undying love for me. I feel her warm touch. I am her beautiful child. She promises never to leave me again. She starts to cry. My eyes well up. Through her quiet sobing she mumbles ofthe pain of seperation and talk of when we can be together forever. And then….she cals me “George”. Errrr, I’m a little taken aback. Then I feel her hand inside me. I can smell old pussy. Through the gap I spy an old woman masturbating to te photo of her dead son. There is no God. 
Are we human or are we diapers?
My pads are vital, your piss is cold,
And I’m on my knees looking for the answer,
Are we human or are we diaper?
