I am Diaper

• Published:January 18th, 2009
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I am trapped in a burning house/car/box. The flames are ever closer, the heat ever hotter. I see things melting before me. And now the flames are around me. I feel nothing. No heat. No fear. Come fire, come and engulf me. Burn me to nothing and end my tortured days. But the fire never comes any closer. That is my true suffering….to awake alive.

• Published:August 28th, 2008
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Working for www.diapersexvideo.com is not the walk in the park you might imagine. Often-times the models aren’t too bright and try to put me on backwards. Then they can’t follow simple instructions, only given 10 seconds ago, as to how to do up the diaper.
How the guy holding the camera copes God only knows, cause I know I feel pretty depressed. When it’s all over, and I’m lying in the trash looking up at the ceiling, I long to tell someone, anyone. I’ve seen things you wouldn’t believe. Attack ships on fire off the shoulder of Orion. I watched C-beams glitter in the dark near the Tanhauser gate. All those moments will be lost in time like tears in the rain. And then the assistant closes the trash bag and darkness falls and all is gone. Time to die.