- Published:September 12th, 2008
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Today the assistant opened me for use, but then decided againgst using me, but only closed me up alittle. So, I was lying there, awake, but with not enough of a gap to see out clearly. Because I long to see the world, a world that I know lies outside of diapersexvideos, a free world. One full of laughter and fun, of children and little birds and ice cream and picnics in the park with cute kittens. But from here I can just make out the back of a chair. Life is so cruel. God really does hate me. Let me sleep and never wake up.
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- Published:September 10th, 2008
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Each time I’m unfolded (and so bought back to life) I wonder of my journey. Somehow I can pass through time to experience all these sordid and disgusting acts, and each time embodied as a diaper. How did I get to this? I only have a very vague memory of the past, maybe not even that, just a feeling, a slight sensation, that something came before. I am aware that others came before me, and somehow were left behind. I am filled with a heavy sadness.
Diaper sex with two chicks. The other diaper is so excited but I try and stay cool. These gigs are never that straight forward. Soon I can see the chicks tongue as she moves me to one side and starts on the other chicks pussy. I can see her eye lashes, see into her mouth and feel her hot breathe on me. I can see the small hairs in her nose and see where the mascara is slightly smudged. I try to see beyond her face, into the real world I so miss, but she’s just too close. After some time they stop and I hear the word “poop” mentioned. They need only one girl to do the do. I know that if I pray for it NOT to be me, it’ll be me. So, I pray to make it me. Dear Lord, hear this pray. Help your diapered son in his hour of need. I guess I have “short straw puller” written on me. Yes, the girl shits on me. I want to turn away, but am forced open for the camera, and thus the world, to see. Whatever I did before, in my past life, I take it back. Just make this stop. Please.
At first the light in my eyes was so strong I could see nothing. Now thing start to focus. I can see the ceiling, framed between two legs. The girl is sitting on me and I am open at the front of her. There is movement. Her arm moves up and down, and then I see a huge cock which she’s stroking. I feel queesy. Suddenly hot sperm rains down on her belly, pussy and me. At almost the same moment the model releases a stream of steaming piss. After an eternity of shame, darkness falls as she proceeds to do me up. The smell coupled with the heat of the diaper and darkness send me over the edge. I start to scream. Only I can hear. God has turned away from me in my filth. I hate myself almost as much as he does.
